... that's all.... I have no words no words at all. You know I kinda feel depressed lately; I've come to realize that I am very happy. I mean I have most of the stuff anyone can ask for a great family and health well most of it. And friends. It’s just now that I think about it I have many things I don't like. But I am not the kind to tell people; it’s probably my main problem. Me telling people my feeling some of my thoughts it just I don't have anyone to actually tell them too. And its not like I don't have any friends I do its just I dunno why I just don't trust anyone. I trust but just not in that level. I wonder where it comes from that I never tell people stuff like that how it is, if I do its just small stuff the minimal. But lets leave this sad side of my self with a poem.

I am alone.
Walking down this path of life.
I am alone.
Going towards my future.
I am alone.
I have family and friends,
yet towards the future, towards my path in life ,
I walk alone.

OMG!!! one more.. poem that will never be seen by anyone else than by me! I'll try to remember and put it up.. But wont be the same the impact the truth! Oh well all is lost..

SO yeah guess what people I"m BACK!!!! With a vengeance! I can't believe its been more than a year! Since the last post, I think I probably ran out of the excitement of the blog, but since recently I am doing nothing but work, clean, cooking and taking care of kids and acting like a freaking taxi cab this is not a bad idea.. let it all out! AL OF IT!

Maybe I should start from somewhere before I get into any details.. I am writing to you all the way from H-town, Houston, mi casa, el barrio.... why you ask? well I took a semester off. WHY You say, why since I am so smart! well the truth of the matter is I am not so smart.. and like most of us ( talking in general here ) I am poor! so poor.. I was and am faced with the hard decision of leaving for sem.. stupid.. Financial bars! (goes kill.. financial bars.. ) but have no fear every one I shall be back for spring ( crosses finger) so you shall beware!

I wanted to write a post as big.. as earlier.. :::::: @_@:::::::.... why did I have to accidently close it..

well just one more thing, I want to give a shout out to my friends in Austin!
YVONNE! VAN! LAURA! ASAIA! RUTHIE!.. umm MEGAN! ... if i forgot any let me know and I'
ll make it up by making a whole post about you :) ( shout outs are not inorder.. of most liked or more important remember I love you all!) damn i sounded like that guy that give the horoscopes.. en Univision hahahaha!
well peace!

OMG!!!! I had written this long blog.. celebrating my return to this.. nasty habit.. and I accidently.. closed it.. I even wrote a poem.. and .. its now...!! nonexistent!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TEXAS FIGHT!!!
yeah yeah I am a proud University of Texas student!!! so I should or more like do support my TEAMS !! FOOTBALL, BASKETBALL, SOCCER, BASEBALL!! you name it.
So besides that lets get straight to the point boring day, well I did get mail today so guy named Juan something....... just a prank from my friend GERARDO. It says " BOYS ARE STUPID THROW ROCKS AT THEM!!"
OK so next point boring day lost 1 match in tennis....:(
well sry but got stuff to do people at the door
sayonara minasan!!!

Well another boring day in the life of me!
after waking up early at laura's house after an all night long movie day I did nothing, NOTHING!!
Really nothing at all had breakfast went home cleaned took a shower and then nothing!!
I did go eat with Asaia but that's about it now here I am in the Kingsolving compute lab with Mike and Omar, bored yeah , tired no... Just bored I ain't sleepy so I dunno I did feel like going out today guess maybe next week.

.......So bored!!!!

Man... Its been what since my last entry like months!!!! 5!!!!
well so people who take the time to read this sorry to say this but I may not say anything interesting today but if you are still reading after this then all I have to say is wow....
Well lets get straight to the point I'm a sophomore now.. Yeah can you believe it I can't
I've met loads of new people and I guess you could say I am having fun, I mean haven't done much lately so yeah.
Enough about college life. I guess there is no point with going on about the summer which sucked nothing but work and work. So lets talk about my day. Unfortunately it was kinda boring, I woke up with my left eye swollen and had to miss class *yes!!!* had an appointment till 4 so I ended going to my BIO class, it was boring but at least now I have a friend in that class so it aint that boring. Talking about my friend we went to eat lunch after that well he did I had a cookie ^_^ ummm cookie. Anyways I like hi, he's cool, plus I feel like I can really talk to him. Well that was probably my day it was alright after that I am home cleaned my room did some studying and well I guess it got kind boring. But hey at least it came out my eye has nothing serious and I made a true friend.
Have any of you ever though about things in to much depth? I do it all the time.. All the time take today for example how is it that every one gets so much mail and I don't. I take the walk of shame every time I go check my mail. I mean here I am opening m little box thinking yeah this time I am really gonna get a letter at least shit it would be alright if it was anything but bills, and trash. After checking and ending up with nothing all I see are all those people who get packages big ones small ones all kinds and here I am with a sorry key in my hand in evidence of coming up empty handed. Oh well I guess I aint the kind that gets mail I would like to though. Think about it its so nice to get mail once in a while makes you think how much they care if they took time to write a letter even a note find a stamp and send it!! Why can't anyone write to me!! Well I'll say one thing it's your loss not mine.
Well people I ran out of stupid things to say so I'll see you around I'll promise to write more in the future I wonder if anyone actually cares... More if anyone reads it... Hey let me know will you .

see ya